THE WHITE PRINCE?

FREEDOM!!!!

2009-03-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

haha.. hey guys!! how are you? i'm alright.. training has started for me... hopefully i can get into a great team after that.. saturday would be the first day of training... haha... JIAYOU SKY!!! anyway.. friday will be the day that i truely can have my own freedom yea... haha.. counting down.. haha... think saturday jiu will torn already.. hehe.. =P

cheers!!

~days~

2009-02-26T11:11:00.004+08:00

hey guys!! nowadays i'm in bad mood... not because of anythin.. just that i feel that things are unfair in the way it is... last week i quarrelled with a stupid guy...he is such a sore loser... we played ball and he pushed me during fast break and i almost fell down... so i scolded him lor... the day after i quarrelled with one of my close friend... because he let me wait for so many times and it had become too shitty that the time i need to wait has become about an hour plus each time... then he wanted to to return him everything.. so be it. i've returned him everything and now i want nothing to do with him...

things actually happens when B does not want A.. but Alikes B alot... A is sadd-ed... everything is so unfair and sometimes when people makes mistakes, they another chance don't they?

anyway.. i need a job too... no money la.. how can i go out?? i need to be more calm... can't flare like always eh.. but if sometimes people stop to say sorry, it can do wonders... so let sorry be a part of you... give people chances to make it up... but if things really goes out of hand.. then just forget it yea.. hehe..

cheers!!

hello~

2009-02-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. was training this few days.. it seemed that i am becoming fitter and better... actually i found out that running isn't such a bad thing after all... you get to keep fit, get to stay alert, and most importantly, it is a training for the mind of preservance.. i ran and ran.. nowadays, i've sleepless nights.. and it is due to a few memories of people in my life.. i hope they are alright.. they are always making me worried for them.. but it'll work out somehow? hehe... i guess i can't be a saint but neither do i wanna be a sinner yea? and something bad happened today too.. why does things happen? it all happens for a reason... to make people bond together more.. but sometimes, mistakes are made or even misunderstandings is there... why are there so many questions? nowadays i'm thinking.. if there are humans, why are there spirits? where does all of them come from? we believe in God too? but where do God come from? why is there a world today? it is all mystery? tell me? where do all the things come from? anyway.. it poured heavily nowadays... it seem to dampen my spirits too... hais... can't believe that things happened and some of them are never solved... sometimes i feel that i can hear people's evil thoughts... some wanting things to happen and some waiting for things to happen.. what am i suppose to do? who can help me? but 1 thing for sure that things will work out somehow... haas....

I NEED A JOB!!!

2009-02-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

hi guys.. =)) its my holiday now and i still can't find a job.. sian... =(( cannot be that i'm slacking every moment and sleeping every second now and then... sad.. lol... see!! i'm slacking off by my bolster... lol.. sadd-ed...see!! am i right?? wahahhahaha... lol.. =PP sian... get me a job please!!!! hais...

moodless life

2009-02-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. how's your chinese new year? mine was a failure.. it was totally like a waste of time.. but i guess it was still alright.. i don't even have new year mood this year.. it was a total bore... anyone can share some mood with me? =P anyway.. my probation is coming to an end.. in another 41 days.. damn lonely nowadays.. with my holidays started, I'm already out of job and not even a job offer.. was looking out some jobs out there but i'm not even able to enrol myself in.. omg.. haha... with my job experience, should be alright but the requirements nowadays is like omg lor... haha... scary.. boo... anyway.. i need a life!! it's boring to stay at home everyday or even go out everyday to spend some stupid money on obviously nothing.. -.- i don't even have mood to like do anything... total bore... i need money.. ii need a life.. i need my freedom... i need alot of things... who can grant me my wish? hais... forget it.... obviously i need alot of things!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh!!!

READY for CNY

2009-01-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

hey guys.. how are you? tag me? anyway.. i've just alright.. not too good eh.. =X anyway.. last few days, i went to checkpoint to get my belt.. i had a fright out of my life. I went into a shop and ask for belt buckles, then i went in right to the back. then... te guy showed me a belt buckle.. at the start, it was a lighter belt.. THEN.. he pushed a button and a knife came out.. oh my gosh.. i was like thinkin if i don't buy i think i'll die.. and he kept asking me to buy it. so i bought one... then went for lunch.. but but but!!! after that.. i went on to change for a jack daniel belt bucket.. that was nice.. hahaha...

and.. today i went to marina square and bought my desired shirt... that was CHIO BODOH!!! if you know what i meant... hahaha.. =PP anyway.. my shopping is done... and in the end. i did not buy the shirt from john little.. lol.. so never mind.. hahaha.. don't care!!! lol... i got everything ready.. lol.. tmr is my last week of school.. haha.. then holiday le.. gonna start looking for a job..

i guess i'm not ready for anything.. don't prompt me too much.. my mind is not ready. there are some things which i promised and until that person stop me, i'll stop. i'll try my best to stop.. it's something personal which i can't share.. so sorry...

hey dude..

2009-01-13T12:11:00.003+08:00

hi guys.. long time since i blog.. anyway.,. i just got my new year clothes.. yesterday i went to pennisula to get my two jeans and also my white shoe... damn nice lor.. hahaha... so now i'm wondering whether i should get my shirt from john little.. the design is like a bit of malay and indian style de.. it is by a brand 'Murray'.. it's quite expensive.. 50 bucks eh... so i'm considering.. can anyone tell me whether i should get it??? wondering!!! anyway.. i saw chelsea away kit selling for 50 at pennisula.. lol... nice!! black colour.. real kit.. haha.. anyway.. nowadays have been boring.. nothing much really interest me.. let alone girls.. later i become gay sia.. lol.. a bit bored of r/s now.. i've seen too many broken once.. haha... my friends all like all turn crazy after that.. lol.. haha... that is what love means nowadays.. it can be thrown away easily.. haha.. never mind.. i've been single for 6 months now.. haha.. the longest time being single ever since i started to have gf at sec 3.. hahaa... long time... single is good bitch!!! haahahhaha... in class now.. talk to you guys later yea!!!

cheers!!

PART OF THE LIST for "YOU"

2009-01-04T01:40:00.001+08:00

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare...
As if you see, right through to my soul

It's your left hand and the way
That it's not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror...
Before we go out at night
Our quiet time... your beautiful mind...

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
And the way you smile or the way we kiss
What I noticed is this...
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell
Lingers when you leave the room (you leave the room)
Stories you tell as we lay
In bed all afternoon (all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
In my mind is where we meet (in my mind is where we meet)
And when I'm awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep

Touching your face... invading your space

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
And the way you smile or the way we kiss
What I noticed is this...
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit and reminisce

Oh, and you'll live in my
Memories, forever more I swear
And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
And the way you smile or the way we kiss
What I noticed is this...
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit and reminisce

HAPPY NEW YEAR =)))

2008-12-31T23:15:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.. Firstly, I wish you guys all the best for this coming year 2009... =)) i love you guys and I'm glad that I have known my poly friends... haha... And guys!!! Stay strong.. We are older by another year and we must learn to be more mature... =)) haha... lets go guys.. fight off all the obstacles that is coming our way... =))

Anyway.. yesterday I went to penisula.. lol.. bought a sunglass.. so cheap and nice... lol... den i walked around and saw this!!!
Damn CUTE lor.. ahhaa... doraemon electric guitar... haha.. =PPP erm... that is damn cute lor... haha. where can you find this kind of thing? haha...

Anyway for my wish for 2009... I have a few...

More Money...
A stable part time job...
hopefully a stable relationship...
Nice friends.... And happiness... =))

ps... I don't wanna hurt no more.. haish... I really wanna let everything go but I just can't.. need help... why can't I love like norml people? =(((

CHRISTMAS =DD (EDITED)

2008-12-25T22:16:00.004+08:00

hey guys.. Merry Christmas again... =DDD

haha.. just now went to my Aunt's house.. haha... celebrated Christmas with my family.. But something unhappy happened.. BUT BUT BUT!!!!! I guess it's alright... I'm used to it already.. Saw my Aunt's bf... haha... quite a quiet guy... ahaha.. looks nice... So I think he would treat my Aunt well?? haha.. that's question... There is a chinese saying.. 人不可貌相。haha.. It means... Do not jugde a book by it's cover.. haha... =DD so? Let the time do the Q&A.. haha.. =PP

Never mind.. hmmm... I'm currently playing PES 2009.. Quite addicted to it.. haha... Will blog soon... Gonna watch OKTO!!!!! hahaa... nice documentary.. haha.. =))

Cheers!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2008-12-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

Today is Christmas.. The Birth of Christ.. =D It is a day to celebrate.. So MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU GUYS..

I have not gotta the pics yet.. But will upload soon yea?? =)) Anyway, I'm celebrating Christmas alone... I can't even go for countdown... Sadded... what to do eh? I just cant do anything... must wait for my Probation to end then I can truely enjoy... Sometimes I feel like I'm a Animal in the zoo.. at times of the day, I'm let out.. But till a certain time, I must be locked up.. oh my gosh.. how can I think of such a example... ahaha.. never mind.. gonna finish in about a few months time... hope my friends would ask me out by then... =))) Now it's already 201am on my com.... I just finish typing my data.. gonna sleep soon after a stick of cig... so guys.. gtg... talk to you guys soon yea?

CHEERS!!!

WT's B'DAY

2008-12-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

haha... today I went out with dave and cliques... haha.. we definitely had lots of fun together... we went to watch twilight... then headed to sakura... If you are wondering what is Sakura... let me tell you.. it is a international buffet restaurant.. we ate for about two and a half hour.. let me tell you guys.. we ate at admiralty park.. it is a place you should go.. as the atmosphere there, is quite romantic. But But But!! the food varities there is limited so I guess it is quite boring to eat there for such a long period of time... but the service was good and fast... that is one thing that I personally appreciate.. haha... Anyway, I'm going to upload the photos tomorrow.. so yea.. I just finish my data and there's more tomorrow.. got to catch more sleep.. =)) CYA!!!!

What I like?

2008-12-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!! did you guys miss me?? haha... today i'm going to talk about the movie TWILIGHT!!! It is a movie YOU must watch.. I have give my own rating for it... and for the plot, it is 4/5 as it can be better... then for the actors, it is 4/5.. the actors and actresses did very well and brought out the characters in the movie well.. AND I have watched it 4 times!!!!!!!! hahahaa... it is a very good movie... =))

recently, I'm also into Miley Cyrus.. she is the girl of my dreams... And many of you would guess who is she.. she is the girl acting as hannah montana... =)) I've been listening to her songs, eg best of both world, see you again, 7 things and etc.. hahah... she is damn nice lor.. haha...

And nowadays, I need to give a comment to many people out there, life isn't just about love... it isn't so... we need to learn to be independent.. =)) GO GO PEOPLE!! I'LL SUPPORT YOU GUYS.. =)) LETS DO IT TOGETHER... BUT!!!! fight for the things you like.. =)))

against all odds!!

2008-12-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS, I'm back from a long long long holiday from blogging. I've been pondering whether I should close down my blog and I think I will not close it down for the time being... I just want to tell someone out there that I'm fine and I also want to ask you whether you're fine not? =)

And just to update, I had a bad month and that I've quarrelled with one of my close friend. But! Do not worry guys... He is just one of the obstacles in my way of life.. Past is past.. So??? Who cares?

Never mind, so I'm considering whether I should go back to church? I guess it is quite a way to live life and that I could sense that in their hearts, they are so so so happy... haha... Some people might think that they are just fakes when I share what I felt with a bunch of school mates. And so I guess, I might be back to become a christian.. I WANT to change totally... But nowadays, it doesn't help when I'm with my friends or even alone.. I tend to feel lonely and unloved.. And so? I'll ponder my way through this topic again...

Sometimes I just do not understand that why we are made to love... Why do we have lust? WHY WHY WHY? lots of question is going through my mind now... Anyway.. SKY is back.... He is definitely going to change through time.. And it is maybe that he would go back to church!!! He is also waiting for someone too... And maybe that person is reading my blog... =)

-.-

2008-11-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

considering to close down my blog... should i?

recovering?

2008-11-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

hi friends!! erm.. i had been down with flu, stomach ache and cough.. i can tell you guys that that isn't something that comes and go... it'll take away both our mental and physical strength. omg.. felt so weak after this few weeks eh.. haha... noone cared or what... even a message also didn't receive.. haha.. but it is alright i guess.. used to it already.. lol... this few days i felt that maybe i can go on with my lonely days. haha.. just maybe.. i'll try no matter what. felt so tired.. and i have school tomorrow.. sad.. must go with a stomach ache. haha... hais.. see how ba.. hais... waiting for something good to happen.. but currently nothing yet. =((

sad!

2008-10-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

i just hurt my back yesterday and it is damn painful and that i can't even sleep properly. today i went to chinese physician. i can tell you.. it is damn painful and that i feel that my legs are going berserk as my legs would feel numb every now and then.. but i'm feeling better now. but i hope nothing will ever happen to my back. because basketball is all i have left for myself. LOVE left me, FRIENDS left me.... what would leave me again? HOBBY? no way.. i'm just a simple guy, just wants his family, friends, love and hobbies. but i really hope nothing would happen eh.. hais... i want my back recover... hais... when will all the good things come? i have almost nothing left.. just my family and hobby. anyone of them leave me, i would feel damn fustrated. i don't know what i can do anymore... and my love life this days had been very sucky... friends too... hais... in a big big dilemme... what can save me??

-.-

2008-10-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

class chalet cancelled liao... alamak... aiya.. forget it la... was like so looking forward to the bloody chalet.... sian... say book also haven't even book!!! omg.. what is the world becoming now??? sad!!! anyway.. today in class was a bore... it sucks eh.. so bored... lucky got imrran they all chat with me. if not i will confirm KO de lor.. hahha... =P see tomorrow how luh... lol.. but seriously, I MISS W25G!! omg... although there are lots of problems in between but i think it is better.. I MISS YOU GUYS!!! WE STAND AS ONE & FALL AS ONE!!!!

sick + bored + heartache

2008-10-22T15:31:00.006+08:00

this is a picture i particular like. =)) (RANDOM)
hope after problems, everything would be fine..

erm.. this few days i had been sick. so i'll should start from saturday..

SATURDAY, 18 OCT 2008
i was having sore throat and went to work as usual and that till about 5 pm, i saw my eyecandy.. omg... was so happy and excited + nervous. then she came over to say hi but i was about to leave at about 630 pm. and that when she talked to me, i broke one of my plastic cuff for the watches. too nervous already. =PP then after that i asked her out the next day for lunch. she agreed. so before i left home, i went to look for her and that i took her number. woohoooooo.. was so happy at that point of time. and so, i went off. outside, i saw teck sin and took the mrt with her. chatted for quite a while and after that, went home to change then headed off to the basketball court. =)) played 5 on 5. won about 5 matches then there's a a guy in the other team which he is pissed off, so he made me fall and i was so angry, so i kept it in and use it against him by playing rough. then after that, i stopped for a break before going home. haha.. why am i so happy? erm. it is because my eyecandy like care so much.. she said huh? are you alright??? but of cause i'm fine la...

SUNDAY, 19 OCT 2008
i went to work as usual but with flu cough and sore throat... was so cold all the way! but one thing keeps me going was my lunch meetup with my eyecandy. hahaha... went to the lunch with her and she told me lotsa of stuff... was so happy. then after the lunch, although i was having fever, it is alright. due to happiness mah.. whahahaha.... then was like never mind. =)) after that, was planning on sending her home but she finished at 8 pm. so just nice, i went to the toilet and she came looking for me and i was not there and she thought that i went off. =(( was so disappointed eh.. =((( hais.. but she said it's fine. next time then. ahha... then i was like oh okay... hahah... then i went home thinking it was alright and chatted with her and she asked me to go and see her friendster and she had a bf(boyfriend). hais... sad!!!! so i was like D= never mind... went to sleep with a fever!!

Monday, 20 OCT 2008 woke up late at about 910 am in the morning and school has already started. so i called the facilitator and told him i'll be late. then i went to school with fever too... reached there about 955 am. a bit emo too.. hahah... then it is like a bored day for me.. played basketball after that to sweat the sickness off...

TUESDAY, 21 OCT 2008 did not attend school and sleep till afternoon due to fever.. omg... sian... met up with my friends after that then played basketball as usual.

wth??

2008-10-15T12:51:00.003+08:00

i'm fcuking pissed off right now, i'll show u some of my comments on my science module
problem 5

Comments for Individual:

Hi Sky,
Due to your absence for the last problem, you can't follow the problem easily and constantly needed help from your peers. You should try to settle down and work on the problem by yourself, OK? No doubts, you are quite a co-operative team member, but not a hardworking team member. RJ: Thanks for sharing, and YES, revision is important to score in UT! It is quite a good strategy to study.

PPT: good as you know how to explain well.

then for problem 6

Comments for Individual:

Hi Sky,
My rank to you is always: effective communication, leaderships, rationality, responsibility and diligence. YES, i agree with you, your effective communication and leadership are quite dominant in your performance always, but not recently as you tend to be more quiet and don't initiate much discussion. On the other side, you should work on your diligence more and be more responsible e.g be punctual etc, to your own learning process.
P/S: you are late for the 3rd meeting, please manage your time probably.

PPT: shouldn't read directly from your slide. I like your explaination on the inherited characteristics.

as you guys see!! for problem 5, I asked alot of question from my peers because i couldn't follow.. then she say that I AM NOT HARDWORKING. it is like what the fuck lor. then she said that I SHOULD WORK ON THE PROBLEM MYSELF!!! den whats next? for problem 6, i work on the problem mostly to myself and she said I DID NOT INITIATE DISCUSSION.. then I SHOULD WORK ON MY DILIGENCE!!!! it is like what the fcuk lor... piss mi off.. then for those two lesson, she gave me C.. what kind of faci is she??? then my friend partial then her rj she wrote like 500 words, she get C. then i stayed on and she gave me C also. my friend wrote the rj really well, i must admit. but at least i should get a B right? during class, she asked me whether i think that the answer for a particular question was right then i'm like correct... then after that i talk to my friend during 6p, she say i should keep quiet and say that i did not not even answer the question she asked.. then my classmates said that i did! and she was like.. okay lor... my apologise to you.. what kind of facilitator is she??? i'm gonna confront her next lesson!!! fcuk man!!!! damn it...... LOUSY FACILITATOR!!

somemore today i've a bad hair day.. omg!! i'm going bonkers soon.. damn it...shall do more research later!!!!

confidence level low -.-

2008-10-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

this few days had been just fine for me. last sunday was my sister's b'day and i helped out for her buffet. saw 1 secondary sch friend.. haha... was like a bit shock to see her in my house lor.. haha...

my confidence level is just low lor... lol... got girl like me but i'm still like oh, i'm no good eh.. a few added me in msn and gave a feew my number eh... lol... then some say i'm cute or whatever shit... i'm just like what the fuck... so? if i'm that cute or handsome, i'll be a celebrity... haiyo.. kns... nvm la.. someone please help me with my confidence level PLEASE... lol..

stress!!

2008-10-10T12:55:00.002+08:00

haish... stressed up eh.. hais... tomorrow i'm going to training at chong pang.. hais... the thing is that i'm afraid of coach.. i'll make mistake one after another.. i'm afraid... i'm used to play street ball.. hais.. what sshould i do?? i'm shaking right now.. hais... anyone please tell me? how to overcome this fear? the easiest thing is to face it. but the more i face it the more i'm afraid.. hais... if someone could stand by me and give me support i think i can relax more.. hais... why am i so pessimistic? normally i won't.. hais... tonight i'll just relax ba... what to do sia!!! hais... erm.. i'll relax more.. lol... feel like repeating myself again and again.. haha... what to do? too stress le... feeling greyish!!

anyway... celebrated my mother's birthday and bought an esprit watch for her.. quite expensive... spend about 100 that day itself.... haha... anyway she is happy... she happy jiu hao le la.. haha...

right now i'm in class.. can't seem to concentrate today eh.. hais... smack me man.. hais... haha...crazy me.. i need courage...

what a life!!

2008-10-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

today is a blue blue day for me... at the start, i was sleeping the whole day. due to my studies and work, i have been fighting the days like crazy. monday to friday studies, sometimes after school must go for work. saturday and sunday still must work.. finally today, i have had my rest.. hahha... but 1 thing is that i feel really stressed up and that i have noone to talk to.. don't know whether life have been fair for me though.

it really sucks. even my closest friend have been wearing a mask. when they need me, they call me and ask for help. when they don't? not even a single call.. i had this feeling.. it really sucks... i've been waiting for people to accompany me and talk to me and appreciate me for who i am... after being such a 'MR NICE GUY'. i don't know whether this is the correct way.. i've been feeling pain and do you guys know the feeling of being poked by needle? it is damn painful.. but who will feel the pain? everyone is wearing a mask.. is it fair??

no matter what, i think i'll move on.. starting from today, i won't even bother to do things that won't benefit myself too.. i just hate hate hate things being in this way... haha... it'll be alright... even being alone, i'll live life my own way... i won't trust people easily le.. i'm loving myself... haha... random... but will i still be the MR NICE GUY? thats a question..

-.-

2008-09-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

haha... anyway today was a fine fine day for me... haha... as usual, after school then go meet friends then bought motor parking de coupon to help derek.. =)) such a good friend of me to help him... haha... anyway.. went to play bb.. then blah blah blah... haha.. the funny thing is that after playing, i was rushing home because of probation... then guess what I see? i saw a person taking of the clothes from afar... lol.. then i was like wtf??? haha.. because i need to walk pass the playground. so i took a peek.. as usual.. then i saaw a auntie without the top and bra.. i could clearly see everything.. i was like OMG!!!! lol... fucking disgustin lor.. auntie lei... lol.. then i went home... guess that Singaporeans are becoming perverts and that they can have sex no matter where it is... there was once i saw people having IT on the staircase itself... then i was like wtf?? get a bed!!!! lol.. be a man!! do the right things.. assholes.... !@##(@$(@(#(@ they are totally shameless la.. omg... haha.. anyway.. cant have rest till my holis... from monday to friday, it is all about school... sat and sun is all about working.. haha... but what to do?? i need to be hardworking... i'm not born with a silver spoon.. so i need to go thru all this.. haha.. but currently.. i dunno what to do about r/s.. there is a lady, 22 years old who likes me... -.- i'm like omg.. she is definitely quite pretty.. but?? i just do not know.. i wont want to step into a r/s right now.. i dont have the time money and everything. so i'm gonna work hard first.. it aint easy findin the right gal too... i guess it is me who does not have the right gal in mind ba.. haha... anyway... i want to eat already... so late liao... haha...

just as i thought!!!

2008-09-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

today was another easy going day for me. haha.. had fun walkin ard with daniel and cliques lookin for girls.. lol.. but i wasn't that keen on doin that but we did laugh our ass out. haha... then after that went to find big, fat orange girl with tudong. and the tudong is of cause extra one.. it is create by daniel.. lol... why we went to find?? reason is simple.. for red bean lor... haha... nvm... den the problem is, we din even see her and i was like -.- haha... then awhile later after presentation, i went on to find friends and bros by taking cab.. haha... ex la... i can't go on like this spendin money..

today, u've made me relive the dream and that u are also the same as MX... i just can't forget how MX behave and the thought of it makes me think that u're her... just in time when i was about to give up, u've made me think and feel again and it feels damn painful. and to MX, i know that u're still lookin at my blog. cause alvin told me that u know that i have a gf and that she is rp... but we broke long ago... u know my feelings for you.. guess that i'm not ready to start a new r/s as u're still on my mind... hais... will be waitin for the special day if u want to come back to me... i guess that i'm not that mature after all when we're together ba.,.. I'M SORRY to you once again.. would be waitin... always.....

sometimes the thought of it would make me feel so painful that i think i'm silly.. but i'm only a guy who is silly in this aspect... sometimes i feel that we were not meant to be.. but against all odds, we can do it together... MEANWHILE, i'll go on to study seriously and work hard... tell me whether you want to come back again... i'm confused of who am i going to like.... so confused....

i feel that i've let emotions come over me... so guys....don be worried. i'll be alrite!!! please just leave me alone... thanks alot... and rmb to tag eh... haha...

picked my thorns!!

2008-09-17T09:00:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i've been pissed off by not 1 by a few people and that i think some of them would not know who they are too!!! just feel that they are some asshole tryin to fool themself into my life, which they cant... not many people could walk into my life this easily. and also, i hate poly life, it is damn dull and i've regret not goin into ITE which my frens are in... if i went in that way, i would not have to hate poly... so bored and no freedom and actually, thanks to poly, i saw so many smart aleck and i feel like smackin them right in the face.. some of them are fakers too.. think i'm gonna stay low already... if not i think i will flare one day and smack the hell out of that person's face... to be honest, i hate the thought of bein lied to and all those... even sometimes, i'll get all the blame... for what am i still being the MR nice guy?? it is damn fuck up but??? no point? i need to be 1.. so i guess if 1 day i flare up den tats when ppl are goin to get picked by my thorns!!!

anyway my PO came over and after that i went to help my mum choose specs den my mum bought specs + transition lens... omg... damn ex lor... haha... but it is a nice spec.. so i guess when my mum gets it i'll take a pic... and definitely post it... lol... den i ate my dinner late so i was hungry al the way... today i'm gonna play bb til crazy... will not stop until 940 at least.. now i'm in class which makes me going to start studyin lor.. hahah.. wat to do? need my diploma to enter a good job lor.. haha... i wan to earn lots and lots of money... i guess right now, whatever it is i'm gonna give up everythin except my family, studies, jobs and my bros... haha... what to do? they are definitely closer to me and understands me more... lol... so forget everythin and move on in life... thats what i've think through lor... lol... so move on!!!! lol...

tired!!!

2008-09-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

this few days had been a busy time for me. Monday to Friday - school. Saturday and Sunday - work.... feel like there isn't time for me to rest. omg.. but i need money to socialize with my poly friends. what to do? lol.. keep on going no matter what lor.. =PP erm.. gotta stop thinkin about her le... she makes me think that she is MX eh.. sometimes i reali wan to tell her that but i just can't and also i don wanna become a third party eh.. haha... what to do guys? lol.. buang la... kns... confused with the details too.. lol... onli a small group of people know that she is the person that looks like my ex.. and she could make me go crazy for her eh... anyway... i think i would stop.. sometimes i would get to see her and her guy de pics and that i feel sad deep down?? lol... i won't think so much le.. gotta focus more on my studies eh.. lol... and my work... r/s comes second lor.. lol... tired.. =PP anyway times reali flies, i still have 6 months left for my probation and that i have good record till now.. =)) tomorrow my probation is gonna have a house visit.. so i think i'll head back early to prepare... just now played ball till so bad that i can't even raise my arm properly too...

took some pics with my blue eyes =PP haha... remember to tag if it is nice or what?? haha... TAG!!!!!!!

EMO-ING

2008-09-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

today had been a so so day for me. was going on a long long journey from woodlands to my far far away de workplace... i was like omg... so far.. but what to do? need money... when i was on my way to work... i kept thinking what i should do eh... i mean for the falling in love thingy.. i was like sianz.. haiz... but i'm thinking about it so often recently.. because of her.. appearing in front of me which makes me think about MX... omg... for once i thought that i had given up on her but i din.. haiz... because of so many cons and obstacles, we people give up so easily... haiz.. damn it.. thats what makes falling in love so difficult... reali hate the thought of that eh... i kept asking myself 1 thing!!! am i'm just too lonely that i need a partner?? but the other me keeps telling me to fall in love.. omg... haiz... but the circumstances for me is totally a no no... haix.... nvm ba... gonna give up soon.. people could forget about one another so easily... nvm la.. no point talking about it... anyway today when i went to work, i've come to know some great people. then i broke a key... the key was like so sucky.. this is the first time i've broke a key and i was like huh?? wtf?? the key broke? 1 thing is that i wasn't focus enough... haix.. gonna KO soon.. need to work tmr.. gonna emo again... bye guys...
tags: does love really exist?

Thanks People!

2008-09-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

haha.. i know u guys are wondering what i'm doing right? let me update u with the information.. haha.. anyway thanks for the concern.. =)) i tried lens recently too.. =))

this few days has been great for me eh.. haha... started school as usually and nothing much actually. I'm now transferring to a far place to work and only those who ask will know.. haha.. and also i'll be working on saturdays and sundays. so guys, if u wanna date me? u've got to ask me out a month before.. hahah...

anyway i met someone who looks like mx.... the attitude all this are almost the same.. omg... my heart beats again.. but she has a bf... -.- haha.. but nvm la... i can tell u i like her but right now she's a friend to me... but i guess that some people would think that she is just like a replacement!! but she isn't... guess that i shouldn't think so much about it ba.. i hope MX u're reading this... my heart will beat for u again no matter what... i'm damn confused right now..and i dunno what should i do... omg... i think that i'll juz skip it ba.. wait for miracle to happen lor.. what to do?? but i guess u all who read my blog go listen to a song by bon jovi 'always'... i guess thats what i and MX de song.. haha... anyway.. i dunno what to do.. people ask me to snatch away from the bf but u all need to think i'm not like last time le... just a fucker by nature... heckcare other people's feeling and take what i want... u all tell me!! what should i do?? hais...

anyway.. thanks for the concern again... =)) thanks alot.. love u guys.. after reading remember to tag.. =)))

tired~

2008-08-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

This whole week was like chiong-in work.. so so so tired luh.. especially on ytd.. sold 150 promotion watches.. was like goin crazy and very tired... hais.. anybody help mi pls? haha.. and 1 lucky thing is that today is my off day. wooohhoooooo.. haha... den was like restin for the whole day.. haha... anyway.. gonna stop work on tuesday at OG.. gonna miss them.. haa.. wat to do?? haha... jialet..

anyway.. nw another opinion of mine.. haha... today another person tolod mi abt their r/s stuff.,.. i was like okay.. just say.. haha.. i listen and i feel that sometimes people step into a r/s too fast and we cant help it but cant stand the other's attitude... sometimes people are just not natural.. i wan more people to think abt others and not just for themselves... it isn't right.. ahaha.. anyway love makes life interestin but doesn't mean without it we cant survive eh.. i wont wan to step in a r/s soon... just feel not ready.. unless the other could change my thinkin eh.. haha... anyway i would stil wait for the opened door at the other side... haha...

see ya guys... =))

=) another opinion of mine.. =P

2008-08-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

This morning, i left my house for work and i've realised that behind my house, MINDS had opened and i went to work as if nothing has happened. But i saw a guy who can't walk or attend school by himself.. let alone eat himself.. His mum had to accompany him to school and he doesn't seem to know anything. Actually i feel sad for them, as they are born-ed this way and they can't choose. But we people are not born-ed that way so why are we wasting our lives by using our IQ and by the things we do to harm people?? Or even go to the extend hurting earth in a way too.. we have brains and everything.. sure that we're not born-ed with high IQ but we can use what we know to stop everything we've got..we need to be contend that we can do things properly. And we could be independent... I guess not many people can feel the pain.. I only want more people to be more conscious of what they are doing... hais... nvm...

anyway, today at work is like so relax... I wiped 4 counters and after that guess what?? A foreigner bought 2 high end watches from me.. it is like 1200++ omg... this kinda guy spend so much for his friends.. if i have enough i will spend it too... so i guess because of that my commisson is like alot?? haha.. nvm.. cause that is not important... anway.. guys... take good care of yourself... spend your life fruitfully.. =)) nights... =))

W.I.P

2008-08-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

tis week has been great for mi.. life isn't tat bad after all.. haaha... erm... wat to do? i've been reflectin and tinkin alot tis days and it makes mi feel tat we nid to curb our own insecurities and tat ppl are always havin it... curb it man.. i used to hav tis bad point.. but?? i've totally curb it... haha... i started work tis work and it had been great too... bein at tat place makes mi feel tat life is juz a road deep down inside a valley... thru the ppl u mit u change them or they change u... or after al the thoughts we've had had changed our behaviour or actions.. thr obstacles, mistakes and many more... sometimes we ppl tink tat we've found our happiness! but... after facing some obstacles, we fail... wat to do? human's are fragile.. i'm one too.. but instead of juz being a normal human who is seeking happiness, we nid to be special instead.. coz when 1 door closes another opens, but!!!!! we often stop to look at the close door for nth... the point is, we nid to look at the new door tat is opened up for us.. and it is time to move on... moving on is easy.. but u nid to tink abt ur sub conscience too.. haha.... anyway.. gt a random comment.. i found it so hard to tok to the teens nowadays... accept a few? they do not noe wat they are dealin wif and wif all the talks of gangster makes them feel gd isn't it?? onli primary 5!! they joined gangs... -.- omg... tats so young, and wif al the talks, I THINK THAT MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT tis days... others can go... anyway thr are lots of tings i can talk abt.. but bein too naggy isn't gd... haha... BUT 1 IMPORTANT THING!!! i wanna continue my journey to being a bigger man.. haha... anyway i tink i'll go back to work on monday... will blog soon.. if nt my blog will be dying.. see ya guys.. =))

free and easy nw..

2008-08-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

erm... okay... my blog seems dead.. so i'm gonna blog.... wahhaha... anyway nw i'm single le.. don wanna talk much abt tat... life is full of obstacles but it is fun ba... i guess... i wan to look for job.. haha... anyway i wan to hav fun and enjoy life.... i don like to be bounded but to refresh, i hav probation so i hav curfew.. so tat is 1 ting bad coz i cant go out til late but i'm lovin it tis way.. feel tat i hav more discipline le... hahah.... and i can tink more too.. wahhaha.... juz love life.. look on the bright side no matter wat happens as i don wan to be like last time le... depression and stress abt r/s... i juz wan to live a free and easy life... nth can beat mi down... wahahah.... nth is too much for mi... i guess i juz hav to relax more and tats the onli ting i nid to do.. hahah... holidays are here and nw i'm gonna make full use of it.. if i don work den i nid to play bb everyday.. don tink tat i hav no life.. i wanna kip fit.. and tat tat is gd.. haha... healthy... tis few days i seem to smk lesser le... hahah... tat is gd... i wan to quit soon too.. so as to be a perfect bachelor... whahahaa.. tats gd i guess.. i wanna lead a life of clean life.. i don wanna make another mistake to jeopardize myself of another case.. nw in my mind is onli money!!! and fitness... although at the back of my mind, i wan love but it doesn't seem easy... anyway i wanna tel MX tat i noe hw do u feel tat time le... haha.. SORRY girl... it's my fault.. juz hope tat u'll live well and don put too much ang kong eh.. anythin can contact mi... i'll be thr for u... and for lizzy... erm... don bother abt mi too much... juz go for ur cute guy bai read ur blog also... haha.. guess the guy name is wilson too.. haha... anyway u share ur problems wif mi too.. wahahaah... anyway... nw i wan to go on life slowly but in an interesting way... i wan to go thru more obstacles to make myself stronger den others... i also wan to open a pub wif my bro.. DARON... jia you.. in 7 years time, we can definitely succeed... and also the 3 years pact... if anyone noe wat it means means tat u're the person i'm talkin to.. haha.... it ain't fast or slow.. but if thr is a chance, give it a chance... coz the guy has definitely grow up be4 the 3 years pact... it shld be romantic eh... haha.... it better be.. mayb in 3 years time u also forget le... wish u wont forget everythin abt it coz the guy is also kelian tat he has separated frm u which he loves u deeply... haha.. so give him a chance yea? haha... definitely it'll be romantic eh... hope to see it happen.. and in the mean time the guy wil find the gal he reali wan but his mind is abt u eh... he don wanna give up stil and tat on a particular day, u went to a chalet and u told him u wanna consider another time.. so i guess u'll stil give him chance.. as u're in pain too.. he felt the pain too and tat he is very very sorry to hurt u but his insecurity.. believe him once more and he wil prove it to u!!! he LOVES u... anyway.. i'm addicted to the song no me ames eh.. hahaha... erm... and to update u ppl, tis few days has been fine for mi i guess but i wan to fight every obstacles... whaha... oh ya.. the particular guy also told mi... tat he dreamt abt wat i was goin to blog and tat he juz purely wans u back and don scold him becoz of wat i wrote okay? pls? anyway if u wan den msg him lor.. don make it public.. wahhaha... =PPP he juz wan a simple life wif u... so relax eh.. guess tat u're gonna read my blog soon le.. anythin juz msg the guy eh.. wahhaha... erm.. i wan to say smth random.. whahah... i'm hungry... whahahaha.... jialet.. have been eatin lots for the past few days... wahhaa... anyway i'm gonna stop here... if nt ppl find mi naggy.. whaha...

W25G

2008-08-08T22:11:00.004+08:00

tis is delicated for W25G. I wanna tell u guys tat i've learned a great deal of tings frm u guys. to mi, i feel tat tis class is juz a process. to be honest, i'll miss u guys but u guys muz still open up to other people and nt juz mi. OKAY? ahahah.. so tis is my comments for each and everyone of u..

Azrizal- u're a great guy. u're a walkin dictionary. u always do ur beest in class. u're a deep tinker. u can score and be a great guy in the future. don forget abt mi hor.. haha..

Bernice- u're a great person but u muz noe tat u don nid lotsa gd frens but a few will do coz in life many ppl comes in and out of our life like water flowin frm a pipe.. u cant always cover it... but u cld cover to a certain extend. so? al the best in ur life... stay long wif wilson. haha..

Beth- u're a great person and tat u shld learn nt to be too emotional.. look on the bright side and stay positive. stay long wif david hor!! ahhaa..

Charis- haha.. song mei bao!!! hahaha.. erm.. u hav a great personality.. ahaha... a great fren and a great listener.. haha.. erm.. hope we'll stay gd frens eh.. haha... erm... u shld learn to hope!! haha.. life doesnt hav a happy endin de... thr are lotsa obstacles too... ahha... hope the best for u!! haha..

Daniel- u're a smart person but nt in the way u handle tings.. u're too emotional in some ways.. let mi tel u.. life doesnt always go the way we wan.. and thr are so many trees in the forest.. nt juz 1.. and tat pls don be emo le... coz it wont do u any gd... trust mi fren.. next time u can excel in computer... so try hard.. =)

David- u're actuali very clever.. juz improve on ur english and tat u shouldnt be so shy at times. haha... but u're a great guy.. stay long wif Beth!!! haha...

Evangeline- u're too emotional le.. and sometimes u shld control ur attitude.. life isnt juz abt 1 person de eh.. haha.. but u can be very nice at times.. i muz say.. hahaha.. jiayou!!!

Firdaus- u're a funny guy and tat sometimes u say a joke but u dunno abt it.. haha.. u're a gd fren.. but don always work... don stress urself out eh.. hhaha...

Jeremy- u shld tink be4 u talk sometimes and tat i can see u're a very hardworkin individual.. u nid to focus more at times.. don always fall aslp too.. hahaa... get a grip man..

Jessie- stay long wif Russel eh.. i dunno wat to tell u =P

Lois- my sister in class.. haha... u're a great fren.. thanks for everythin.. and tat u'll be great in the future due to ur personality.. =)) anythin can tel and ask mi de.. haha.. i'll help u do an analysis.. wahhaha..

Lu Ke- u're a guy tat sometimes msn too much and u nid to improve on ur english eh...

Nadia- u're an auntie eh.. haha,, too Singaporean le.. haha... but i cant don admit tat u're a very focused individual but playful at times.. but u're a great person.. whaha..

Nora- my wife.. ahaha... jk jk... erm.. u can be wat u wan and tat juz strive for it... be healthy eh.. rmb to take ur meals!! haha. don skip meals eh... haha...

Prakash- u're a funny guy.. always laugh at the tings i say.. hahah.. u shld be more intiative and tat don give up eh.. and u muz speak more and learn to speak at times u shld.. but i can see u're a guy tat wil grab every opportunity.. haha... Suzie Suzie... wahahah.... jk..

Russel- u're a great guy but u like to follow the crowd... haha... but u nid to tink more at times eh.. haha but u're a gd fren... stay long wif Jessie...

Siti- always msn den laugh like nobody's business eh.. wahhaa... u nid to stop on tat as ppl don like it when sometimes u don contribute and they wil feel very bored and tat u stil hav a long way to go eh...

Suzie- thanks for everythin and lendin mi the books and tat u shld speak up more.. hav more self confidence gal.. =)

Tan- u shld learn to control ur competiveness as nt many ppl likes it.. although i don mind. but sometimes u can be too much eh.. but u'll do well in the future eh.. whah..

Vicky- u shld learn to come on time and tat u shldnt come late durin the break too as it isnt nice tat u din do anythin.. if u wan to succeed, u nid to put in more effort..

Wilson- it is gd tat u try hard in class.. it is very gd.. but i nid to say 1 ting i guess.. stay long wif Bernice and tat sometimes u both shldnt be so close in class.. coz it is nt nice.. to mi it is alrite but in class!!! rmb... haha... jia you...

Yah Ling- don tink too much tat u din spend time wif us but we stil wil be ur frens eh.. wahha... jiayou!! haha..

Yi Ping- erm.. u so funny.. u nid to improve more on ur oral so tat u can speak properly eh.. and don say wierd stuff okay? haha...

anyway... go for it guys.. here are some of our class pic...

OVER!!

2008-07-31T00:15:00.009+08:00

26th July
wa.. tis few days was damn busy.. haha.. on sat which i celebrated my birthday!! haha... plan til ki siao.. haha... erm...invited frens and classmates over.. haha... celebrated wif them.. somemore lois frens came over.. so nice of them.. haha.. dunno wats their name though =P haha.. erm.. Don was like so so so tan chi lor.. lol.. greedy asshole.. eat so much but help so little.. =p anyway.. somemore he dare to complain tat my classmate nv give money onli their clique give.. like wat the hell.. my classmates din even eat much?? lol.. although i stil nid to return money to my mum la.. haha.. if u al wan give den give mi.. if nt it's okay de.. =)) haha.. gonna post some photos.. ahah.. oh ya.. plus i bought a cake too.. onli 2 person birthday den gt 3 cake.. omg.. hahah.. fats!!!

hey!! lois fren.. wat are u lookin at??(i mean the gal)

helooo.. help la.. see see see!!! u al also see nia!!! the cake bake by Charis's mama..

lois bought de cake!!
my toot face.. lois so happy!! happy family!!

my crazy class!!!27th July

celebrated wif my family!!! lol... normal lor.. haha..

nth interestin happen after tat.. but tis few nites i hav been watchin movie and after tat? sleepless nite due to al the quarrel.. it is like omg lor.. hais.. nvm... forget it.. den til today..

i don even noe tat thr is UT today den i skip it.. lol.. omg.. coz i overslept.. sian diao!!! -.-" but nvm.. after tat in class today... the science module like wth?? we don even noe wat is the link lor.. wahhaha... nvm.. continue... erm... den faci so gd today.. coz our class nobody go hm mah.. so she bought us al ice cream.. lol... haha... gt some pics too.. lol... den somemore in class today i was like bored.. so took some pics...

haha.. so many stupid faces by mi.. lol.. tink too stressed up by the problem liao.. haha... anyway i took some funny faces of ppl eatin.. haha... evan and charis.. wahahha...

1 ting sian abt today is tat we always quarrel.. u say tat i make tings harder and tat even together also like tat always quarrel.. muz well forget it.. u wan it tat way i can give u.. u don seem to understand the whole problem.. u're too dependent.. i cant be wif u 24/7 u noe? i wan u to learn.. y cant u juz learn?? stil say wat.. u dunno wat has happen between us? say i rude.. omg.. nvm la.. i wont appear in front of u again.. u don nid to cm find mi or wat.. and pls!! stop braggin abt how WEI DA u are.. omg.. pls... somemore tel mi u love mi?? u love mi den wont say hurtful tings to mi.. omg!!! pls la.. grow up gal!!!

THE START OF HAPPINESS!!

2008-07-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

haha.. tired sia.. haha.. erm.. tis few days hav been so happenin sia.. haha... tis few days also kept mixin wif lizzy.. haha.. she is a pig lor.. lol.. shan't say much.. haha.. anyway tis few days i'm counted as very lucky and happy.. alot of frens is comin to my bbq.. haha... i dunno wat shld i order sia.. lol... but thr would be enuff food for ppl.. lol.. uncle kevin went overseas ytd.. started to miss him liao... my half father.. aha... erm.. but overal life is stil gd enuff.. shan't ask for more.. i wan to be happy.. every1 come on... lets be happy together and go for wat u wan... =))

LOVE IS IN THE AIR~

2008-07-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

haha.. guess wat? love is in the air whether it is in class or wat!! haha.. MR WILSON!!! in class so gd lor.. lol... MR DAVID... buy mac nv give mi.. gd lor... MISS LOIS... wil hav 1 soon.. haha... MI?? stil muz wait... lol... erm.. so happenin tis few days.. MR RUSSEL.. can see tat u'll hav 1 soon.. i guess?? ahahaha.. MR YIPING... goin on well.. ahha... anyway.. shan't tok to much abt tat.. anyway.. tis few days i'm like so tired lor... haha.. everyday slp at 3 or 4.. die die.. lol.. den play bb also no strength.. den ccb 1... i mornin go book pit den guess wat? walao.. i go thr for 3 times... so lousy.. first time they nv state properly.. den second time say i nid to ask someone 18 to book.. but my bro no time lei.. neither do my mum hav time.. kns... erm... but thanks alot to yiping.. he helped mi to book the pit today.. thanks alot... al the best to u.. haha... shan't tok mch.. i go msn le.. hahaha...

MUST STAY FOCUS!!

2008-07-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

haha.. finally my dad agree to my bbq.. so i'll go on wif my plans.. haha.. erm.. thanks every1 for supportin mi and love mi for who i am til nw.. haha... erm.. stil hoping for somethin though.. haha.. anyway.. i wan to tel u guys i love u al.. haha.. abit mushy hor.. anyways.. ytd i played bb den i tink for my own scorin rate ytd, i scored abt 70 pts? hahaha... power... lol.. juz love the way i play.. juz love ppl chasin mi and defendin mi.. haha... gonna play more liao.. wahahah.. anyway.. i gt to noe tat....

life is meaningless without love but doesn't mean we can't survive without it.. But i wan it!!

bored..

2008-07-06T23:02:00.001+08:00

today went to do cso at 1030.. in the end i did cso til 815.. coz i went for 3 breaks.. anyway i went hm.. is lyk so sian lei.. den juz nw msn ppl prank mi?? -.-"

enjoy!!

2008-07-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

hahah.. today went to cwp after class.. wahhaha.. den acc my kor kor to buy bermudas and so gd of him to treat mi burger king.. eat til so bao lor.. hahaha... but is da bao hm de lor.. hahah.. den after tat we played cs den i went to play bb le.. wahhaha... den played til 930 den stop.. haha... hiong la... hahah... but stil sian lei.. i kept on feelin tat someting is lost frm my life.. haiyo.. lol.. but overal stil enjoyed playin bb.. haha.. makes mi forget abt sometings tat has happened in my life.. haha...

PO!!

2008-06-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

haha.. today after sch chiong ar chiong to thomson road to find PO.. haha.. den share wif her wats been goin on lately.. haha.. but while i was takin the bus at semb, i kept havin flashbacks.. of u and mi? haas.. guess i was tinkin too much.. haha.. stil waitin sia.. haha.. nvm la.. den went to tekong... haha.. erm.. nw tokin to a sha gua... haha... jia you la.. sha gua.. haha...

cso..

2008-06-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

wa.. today i did 8 hrs of cso.. lol.. fierce... wahhaa... i almost died lor.. wahaha... i wan slp nw.. but wan tok to classmates first.. wahaha.. so sian lor... oh ya.. stil muz wait for daron.. lol.. wahha...

ambition

2008-06-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

haha.. today went for a shoot tis early mornin... so tireed lor... whaha.. nvm.. den went to cwp walk.. coz overslept in mrt.. actuali wanted to stop at admiralty de.. but reach woodlands den i get down lor.. lol.. so sian la.. 1 person.. feel so lonely lor.. lol... i dunno wat to do.. but to wait for the special some1 to acc mi and to love mi... care and concern abt mi.. but then i'll continue to wait for her de.. she said wan to give mi ans but 1 week liao lei.. sian.. nvm... anyway if she doesn't cms by, thrs chance for u ppl lor.. although i dunno wat to say, my personal life is in a mess.. today quarrelled wif my bro.. hais... sian... nw becm loner le.. hais... nvm.. wil stil support myself to earn money and to becm popular de... i wan a car!!! so i'll try my best.. wont give up on any1 unless ppl give up on mi.. alot of ppl took mi for granted but i'll move on well.. don wry.. wil do my best in order to get wat i wan.. i wil love myself more frm nw on.. =)) ambition here i come!!! hahaha...

today!!

2008-06-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

today in class debate.. haha... was a nice debate.. lol.. took on a more difficult perception which is thr are absolute beauty=) haha.. den our grp took on David's grp.. hahaha... we lost but the faci said tat today's debate was a par but Vicky's grp was the judges for the debate.. hahaha... so they choose them lor.. lol.. but fair enuff.. their grp reali did well.. but 1 ting.. i don like evan's team.. today they contridict themselves and al give black face... they can't even give their stand.. their 1 presentation jiu 40 minutes lyk tat le.. lol.. den they stil can question our team and say we contridict ourselves.. lol... dunno who is the blur 1 here.. but no offence man... tink wat u wan to ask properly coz the question are easy to ans.. lol.. erm.. den we explain de ting can don kip askin as if we did not even tok abt it...wahaha... nvm.. lol.. anyway today is fun.. =)) today the batch of clothes came in already.. and i wan to give a special thanks to bernice.. thanks alot for helpin mi out.. =))

Sky & Daron Business !

2008-06-28T00:14:00.007+08:00

front view

back view

This are the first batch of polo tee that is in =)) ask mi for the price.. =))

This are the first batch of t-shirts..

vodka's too!!! example.Absolut Vodka, Absolut Pears, Absolut Ruby Red, Absolut Vanilia, Absolut APeach, Absolut Mandrin, Absolut 100, Montes Alpha White Wine (2002), Laurent-Perrier Champagne & Moet & Chandon Champagne.

class!!!

2008-06-26T19:38:00.006+08:00

haha.. as usual.. went to class.. haha... nth special happened today. den lazy to play ball today.. so nw slackin.. haha.. gonna post some pics.. =))

hippo!!! (po po)
nice pic!!

MOO MOO!!!!

me and moo!!!

in class so bored so bo bian.. cant blame mi.. wahhahaha.. nowadays i kept lookin at the sky.. the more i look the more it mesmerizin it look!! haha.. it catches my attention every now and then.. it's so beautiful!!! i LOVE it!!!

a interestin life..

2008-06-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

haha.. tis few days ar.. ppl cant take my comment on them lei.. so useless.. lol... cm my blog sprout nonsense.. anyway thanks for readin... hahaha... hey like attention seeker.. den don dare say who are they!! mayb they don hav guts? but cfm is my class ppl.. cfm.. hahah... mayb EVAN, JESSIE, DANIEL? hahah.. they look so dumb la.. don dare to admit.. first is evan, kns la... lol... anyways use 6p... -.-" hahaha... den is jessie la.. treat her nicely den tink wat? take us for granted... but daniel abit wrong lei... lol... he wont give comments lyk tat ba.. but okay la... give black face nia.. wahhahahhaha... eh.. wanna treat u guys properly and as a human also cant izzit? hahah... aiya.. wan cm tag den leave a name la... lol.. use ur brain pls.. haha.. i'm nt pissed off... coz i wont get pissed off by some guys or ladies who do not dare to say their name when they tag!! so lame.. anyway to my gd frens in class!! don blame mi to start anythin in class.. i don mean it.. coz they started it first.. hahah...an eye for an eye.. very true.. i can be nice but don climb on top of my head.. i don lyk it... noone lyks it too.. if u see tis post... juz leave ur name...

RECOVERD!!!

2008-06-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

hahah... my throat is OKAY le.. hahaha.. erm.. so gd sia.. ytd i when to CREATE TALENTS and was ask to do a portfolio next week.. haha.. excited sia.. whahahaha... den tis few days crazy abt the song by Jimmy James... FASHIONISTA.. i'm addicted to the song.. and also AMERICAN BOY by ESTELLA wahhaa.. lol.. den today Charis sudden sia.. wanna help her sia.. den in the end lei? haiyo.. nvm la.. Charis.. make the right choice la.. =) i will support u de. anyway.. today is some1 de birthday.. but wat i wan say is tat i'm sry tat i din get u anythin.. but i'm stil waitin la.. haha... nvm la.. anyway next week gop make portfolio.. song la.. lol... wan earn alot of money... oh ya.. the first group of stocks are comin in tis sunday.. abit nervous.. ltr nt nice jiu jialet liao.. wahahah.. nvm... ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE... =) anyway today in class makes mi feel somethin... i'm startin to look down on u ppl le... no diginity.. i kip quiet and gave u al respect.. ask u guys for lunch together and reject everytime? i don deserve tat.. and to tat particular person.. ya.. i'm against u so? and also to another person.. i hate ur black face!!! to tat grp.. stop bein hypocrites.. i see already very sian.. u ppl de true colours reali showed mi alot.. tat u guys don deserve my respect!!! STOP LOOKING AT 6P liao la... nv try den jiu take 6P as reference.. see liao very sian la okay??? don tel mi tat u respect mi when u don even do it. and today u al say tat every1 deserve it rite? so bein fakers le la.. see liao so sian lor.. i don nid ur respect anyway.. don nid respect for hypocrites!!! ahahah.. SONG BO!! if u al see tis.. go tink abt it la!!! hahah.. anyway tat din spoil my mood!! wahahahha... who cares?? don care for them unless they start to understand who they reali are!! hahahah... anyway.. i'm lookin forward to tis sunday!! =) and also ur ans!!!

dying soon!!!

2008-06-17T12:39:00.002+08:00

hahahha... today nv sch! my throat is breakin apart.. juz nw i spit out blood... haha.. funny lor... ytd went to sch cant even tok properly.. lol...die jiu die lor..lol.. who cares man? hahah..no point tryin to help myself and get myself hurt.. continuing in tis pathetic life.. lol... die le also lyk tat.. so wat for? lol... but i wil stil take my medicine de.. nwadays very down sia... hahahah.... dunno why? forcin myself to smile.. seemed very pathetic lor.. hais.... wahhahaha.. nvm la.. reali no point la.. tired of tings le.. lol.. forget it la...

FATHER'S DAY!!

2008-06-15T23:08:00.004+08:00

hahah.. today mornin went to gym.. wa... definitely i've grown more fit lor.. hahah.... today is an intensive day as i chiong al those work out.. haha.... i am a fit zai~ hahahaha... anyway... after tat we went to bugis and tok abt our business plans... true... i told daron i'm nt goin to find a gf for a time bein... but i'll stil kip a look out!!! hah.... we plan to open a fashion shop at bugis or wat first.. wahahaha.... den we get our stocks...den jiu start liao... so guys!!! look out for AUGEST OR SEPTEMBER.. our shop wil definitely be opened... hahaha... lets chiong man.. be a guy wif 5Cs de... wahhahah... i wan a car too.. BMW 3 SERIES!!! wahahahha.. den we went to IT fair... haha... bought food for my KOR KOR!!! hahaa.. den went to 6th floor... wa... they told mi tis show reali very jialet.. i went to help them out but they hav a faulty set!!! lol... den wat they expect mi to do sia... hahah... kns....i told them but they don believe mi -.-" kns.. hhahahaha... ji tao is sian diao lor... anyway guys my new name is called SKYE!!! can cal mi tat =) erm.. tmr sch liao.. so excited to get As again.. wahahaha... tmr i'll be chiong-ing the module le=P lets fight on guys!!!

top speed!!!

2008-06-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. today went to do cso.. lol... so tired lor... but fun lor... wahahahhaha... den went to cut hair den buy hair dye... wahhaah... den went tekong play ball.. wa... last time the very skillful Malaysian guys cm play today!!! wooohooooo... hahahaha.... den we won them 4 matches out of four.. wahahaha... but sian diao... they nv cm at full squad.. hahah.... sianz lor... lol... but nvm... today i lyk ran den on top speed for fast break... wahahaha... si bei fast lor... lol... anyway... tired sia... today feelin better le... =) haha.... ltr go dye hair... oh ya.. tmr father's day.. hahah... muz eat shu.. hahahah... nvm... tmr will be better =)))

FEVER!!!

2008-06-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

haha... tmr woke up den is lyk so weak lor.. sian... den nv go cso... go see doc!! haha... jialet seh... $29 sia.. hahahah.... expensive sia.. walao... den tmr mayb go for cso... den today went to play bb... sweat lyk siao... can squezze water out of the shirt la... feelin better le.. but stil gt slight fever.. hahah.... sian diao de lor... hahah.. tmr go do some make over.. lol... oh ya... my birthday comin le.. hahah... lol... BBQ is cfm-ed.. tmr go book the space liao.. wahahah... erm... i tink i'll ask some ppl go.. some nt to go lor.. wahhahah...

due to some prob,. i hate bitches... and act innocent de gals... act 1 nia... tink they lyk very guai and very gd.. haha... but they actuali kns... if gals nv act is can see 1 lor.. hahah... nvm... stil lookin for a gf... lol... any1 wan to step forward to be my special partner and enjoy the musics together? hahahah....

fever!!!

2008-06-12T21:40:00.001+08:00

don wanna say much..high fever... hais.. feel so weak.. tmr stil gt cso -.-" hais..

PS!!!

2008-06-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

hahaha... sry guys... nv blog for so long.. say busy? okay la.. busy... but if i don blog i'll sure get killed by my frens de.. sry ber and charis.. i gt blog today=P havin been doin cso tis few days at yishun library.. walao... so tired lor... wahahaha... den tis few days hav been great i tink.. but i trainin hs they al.. walao... can train them til i vomit blood.. lol.. wil die de lor.. lol... haha... but okay la.. at least they did try.. wahhaaha... anyway... if u guys read my blog. lets jia you.. i'll try my best to train u al!! give mi ur best too. =)

haha.. anyway.. i do believe every1 deserves a chance too u noe.. hahah... believe in some1 and be wif them isn't tat difficult... every relationship also can be tried out... don be stingy and kip everything to urself.. i believe every1 can overcome some fears in life.. reali... overcome it... but choose the right partner.. reali.. if nt also no point la dey.. haha.. make decisions quick.. gd chances lyk i give is lyk so so so hard to cm by la... lol... reali .. don be afraid.. go for it... u wont regret de.. but if u don choose den u'll regret... chances lyk tis are hard to cm by.... reali difficult... for mi i dunno y but i reali hope SOMEBODY wil be my gf la.. lol.... i can tel u! i wil give tat SOMEBODY happiness de!!! if she believes in mi eh.... i jux nid tat SOMEBODY to be a faithful, lovin, carin and honest GF nia.... i cfm wil give YOU happiness de.... believe in mi... SOMEBODY..

anyway i go plan for tmr le =P

STARTING A NEW LIFE!!!

2008-06-02T22:23:00.004+08:00

today i went to find my PO.. den after tat was so happy lor.. tot can mit her.. but she went to find her frens without informin mi.. i super angry lor.. den is lyk she tok to mi den kip laughin den wif other guys.. wtf?? somemore she hav sch til 5.. den suddenly 3.. den suddenly at marsiling.. went crazy again... actuali is a lucky ting la.. i went to find uncle kevin.. he told mi lotsa precious tings.. thanks!!! and 1 of it is tat 她不会珍惜你，何必管那么多？你对她好，她不懂就是她的损失！indeed real.. is u whom hav reali pushed mi tis far... nvm la... forget it.. if 1 day u wan cm back to mi den tel mi lor... haha.... 男子汉，大丈夫。何必为了一个不懂得珍惜你的人伤脑筋？haha.. indeed... moving on ba... haha... nw chances wil be split evenly to al ppl! lol... erm... wa.. my chest pain til nw seh.. lol... nvm la... wil recover de.. anyway 你朋友比我重要! so forget it!! God wil help mi throughout the way.. haas... SO ENJOY LIFE.... anyway sry guys.. nv blog.. haha... today u can read le lor.. hahah... u wan mi den u say ba.. anyway who wan mi juz tel mi!! i'll start considerin... haha... 果然最后还是爱海滔滔！！dunno wat it means? go listen la.. lol.. watch the MTV!!! =P

SORRY!!

2008-05-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

i noe juz nw i reali go crazy liao... abit more i almost jump off!!!! haha... abit crazy le.. sry gal... i noe u're very worried!!! so tat i xia dao u.. i muz thank my sis!!! she saved mi.. if nt tmr news gt mi le... haix... haha... erm.. gal.. i wan to tel u.. consider mi... i'll wait for u.. i noe i'm dumb... reali... i'm childish!!! erm.. give mi a chance la.. pls... erm.. i noe i'm juz so lousy...

i love u!!!

i promise i wont do tat again.. juz a chance wil do... coz i saw hell at the verge of death when i'm cryin.. i saw hell!!!! an angel pulled mi... and brought mi ard... i dunno wat happened.. it seemed so long... den she told mi nt to give up coz al is nt lost!!! den i suddenly back to earth lyk tat den i continue cryin!! den kip bangin my head!! nw my head very pain.. jialet.. over bang le.. sian... haix.... erm.. gal.. i juz wanna tel u.. don give mi up!! i wan to be wif u.. i noe i'm impatient.. but give mi a chance pls... i promise i'll make u happy and wont do tis again.. i'm scared also... gal..

I LOVE U!

i don wan u to leave mi.. i don care wat ppl say.. give mi a chance.. i noe actuali u wan to give mi a chance de... but wat i do den u don wan le.. sry... i noe wat's done cant be undone... gal.. reali.. be wif mi.. i wont do tis again.. sry... i promise!!! i wil wan to give u happiness forever.. don be tired.. and afraid.. give mi a chance!! i wont let u be afraid again!!! believe mi!! gal... i love u.. don leave mi... i noe wat i did is wrong.. my head is so pain lor... believemi pls.. give mi a chance.. take it as nth happened... sry... it's painful to wait for love!! i wont give up de.. tis sunday i hope u'll give mi a chance.. reali.. wat u told mi i wont forget de.. i'm prepared to change wat i am nw.. gal.. i love u... don leave mi alone le can mah?? lets fu chu together okay?? i'll give in everytime... coz i believe u.. wat u wan if i can give u i sure give u eh.. reali.. i onli wanna be sweet to u onli.. pls do nt give up on mi.. i'll change.. i'll live life to the fulless!! reali.. i'll treat u wif al tat i've gt!!! i love u!!!

!!!GIVE MI A CHANCE!!! I"LL CHANGE!! SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!!!

haix..

2008-05-30T15:54:00.002+08:00

u kip tellin mi u no feelin for mi and treat mi as gd fren? haix.... juz a month ur feelin jiu can fade le meh? hai.. so easy meh? haix..i dunno if u're lyin or afraid or because of other tings. haix.... juz like because gals no feelin for guys so easily is because of some tings onli.. i don wan to say it out.. haix... y?? den u say u don wan to commit!!! haix.. i wan to be lyk last time. haix... i juz nid a chance... u make mi feel tat u're afraid and u hide it.. haix... sometimes u give mi hope but sometimes u juz throw mi into the drain.. i'm goin bonkers le.. juz give mi a chance can? u say u like it nw.. haix... i wasn't treatin u badly last time eh.. haix... are u sayin i'm treatin u badly? haix... i dunno but i'm hurt by u.. haix... give mi a chance.. i love u... don leave!!!!

幸福

2008-05-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

today i study til half den went back hm to rest, my back very pain sia.. sian... nw juz reached hm and bathe and finish RJ liao.. wahahahaha.. but after tat went to mit MX.. haha.. at the start i sayang her but she kept scoldin mi sia... i was lyk sian diao lor.. but be4 tat i wait for her outside her sch for whole 45mins sia.. haha... i'm juz a silly boy luh.. haha.. juz love her too much le... hahah... den we went to cwp eat.. she kip scoldin mi lor.. sianZ.. haix.. but nvm... scarifice a little wont die de luh.. hahaha... erm... den after tat we went to take bus.. haha... den we board la... haha... of coz... haha.. lame... nvm.. let mi continue =) erm... she board the bus le jiu wan slp lor.. haha... den i ask her to lie on my shoulder she don wan.. but after awhile she lie on my shoulder haha.. den she sleep til so song lor... haha... den i was lyk lookin at her.. and tink tat actuali i reali feel happy and abit of happiness lor.. den i cld see tat she is cold.. so i grab her hands and sayang her!! i felt tat if tat moment cld last forever, i'll gladly stay at tat time.. and if i could stop the time, i wil stay wif u forever... den din wan to disturb her sleep, so i waited for the bus to go a round lor.. ahahah... but the time is lyk so fast eh.. haix... nvm... i juz wan to say somethin to u!!!

MX, i love u... give mi a chance... be mine again!!! i don wanna lose u again.. i noe u're afraid of gettin hurt again.. but pls believe mi.. i wont hurt u again...i promise.. wat u wan u juz go do lor... but stay wif mi my dear!!! u're impt to mi eh... give mi a chance to prove tat.. no matter wat happens, i'll stay by ur side. coz i love u dearly!!! believe mi and be a part to fu chu together.. rmb no pain no gain... tis is juz an obstacles we muz go through!!! lets go through together and i believe we wont separate again.. as long as i hav u i wont feel insecure le...lets work hard together can? haix... i hope to get the ans real quick.. don leave mi alone again.. treat mi lyk hw u hav treat mi be4 and my insecure wil be cured!!! BE MINE AGAIN!!! <3>

2008-05-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

helooooo.. haha... today in class is like i slept for 1 hour lor.. hahah... during break 2.. haha... so tired... lol... den i went smkin in toilet.. like my hse like tat.. hahah... shhhhhh.. don tel ppl eh.. haha.. den after class played psp de dj max.. vs jess first... she nv win mi.. hahahah... den vs pika.. but no mood play le.. the first round let him win.. den after trash him.. hahha... power!!! haha... den i went cwp to buy ring... haha... i asked the gal to help mi i buyin ring.. the power 9 de.. although nt expensive but it's a sincerity. hahah... den after tat i went to buy card and cake den chiong hm.. whaahahahah... i wirte on the card lor.. gt so many mistake... haha... i try to be sweet eh.. haha.. put the ring in the piece of cake.. den rush to sembawang.. wa.. den she told mi she'll be late.. but nvm la... hahah... gt mit u can le=P haha... den i mit her and i was so happy lor... cld like sayang her le... haha.. so happy... erm.. den i went tekong and msg her..ahahah... she found the ring.. haha.. i dunno wat is her feelin la.. but she told mi she nv wear.. coz wearin the 1 wif her name.. haha... bo bian.. cant say anythin.. but i reali hope that she'll wear it lor.. hahah... wear eh!!! haha.. and i dunno hw eh.. can u pls give mi an answer.. haha.. i hope is a gd 1... but can say sometimes i feel insecure lei.. i noe it's my prob and i'll solve it.. but in the mean time i onli can say tat u're impt to mi and i love u!!!!

JH <3>

GIVE MI A CHANCE TO PROVE THAT I"M WORTHY CAN??? I LOVE U!!!! DON LEAVE ME ALONE AGAIN.. IT HURTS!!! =X

neutral!!

2008-05-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

today in class heard abt a bad news, ah john is dead.. haix... i stil rmb when we poteng together.. haix.. den hav fun today and poke fun at ppl. haix... den u're juz gone lyk tat.. haix.. i dunno wat to say eh... haix...

but today also happy.. i went to paragon after sch to get macarons frm Canele... not cheap eh.. but for u i tink okay.. haha... den i went over to her hse luh.. haha... den she came down wearin a yellow t-shirt.. haha... den her hair so wet.. hahah... gave her le jiu go hm le.. haha... dunno if i hav chance not.. but she said she is touched.. i reali hope that u cld give mi a chance luh.. tis sunday is judgement day le.. hope everythin wil go out well.. haha... if u're readin my blog, i juz wanna let u noe MY HEART IS WITH YOU!!! GIVE ME A CHANCE!!!!

Tearing on the MEMORIES!!!

2008-05-24T22:34:00.006+08:00

today went to sentosa... fun ba.. played for so long... sunburn til jialet jialet... siao... dunno y i do tat for.. izzit to forget u?? haix... den i went to vivo after tat... i rmbed tat we were havin fun drinkin the coffee frm coffee n=bean which u love the most!!! i'll nv forget... den we were lyk smk at the roof wif the coffee and we even make the coffee smk-ed wif us... den we laugh-ed lyk idiots.. we were definitely hvin fun... i wont forget de eh. den i stil rmb tat we walked to harbourfront center to shop for ur clothin to wear inside for ur JC. we were lyk havin so much fun walkin ard... but nw?? everythin is gone... i'm broken inside out... i'm in great pain... haix... cant u give mi juz 1 more chance to prove everythin??? haix.... can u?? haix.... i also rmb-ed abt the toy ting.. u were lyk so cute when u look on those toys... haix... wat can i do next? i reali nid u by my side but u said tat u hav no feelins for mi anymore.. haix... in my dictionary, u shared the most of my prob together wif mi and nw u're lettin it go so easily?? haix... today jack suddenly say tat actuali we don nid gals or wat but den the relationship we shared was special and tat noone cld replace u in my heart.. i reali nid u.. i'm goin bonkers le.. i hide everythin to myself... haix...i can tel u tat i feel damn pain.. haix.. wat conditions are needed i also will change de.. i promise.. haix... i feel lyk bangin the wall wif my head sometimes.. haix.... i'm hurt.. haix... i feel very inferior to other ppl nowadays.. i juz cant seem to be happy... i'll stare into the blank durin my free time and tink of u.. wat can i do? haix... my head reali hurts... my heart too!!! haix.. u listen to my blog song.. can? juz tis once? plsss!! juz listen to the lyrics.. y i put tis song also gt meanin de... (http://www.lyrics007.com/Air%20Supply%20Lyrics/All%20Out%20Of%20Love%20Lyrics.html) u go tis web page see the meanin can?? can we share the same path again?? can we go back those days? haix... read tis post and give mi an ans can?

who cares???

2008-05-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

today went to sch alone because ping went to BATAM liao.. hahah... den in class is lyk sian diao.. see that faci again.. the tiko de. hahah.. nvm... den durin third meetin, we doin abit of adjustment to the ppt but we upload late den the faci say we cannot use ppt to present... wtf???? sian diao.. but who cares?? we chiong nia lor... anyhw anyhw say den the faci stil say gd and that we noe our stuff well??? lol... den jiu after sch le.. today very early.. 4 finish le.. hahah.. den i tot today goin sakae.. which they say wan go de.. den fcuk.. i pushed away al my tings den tel mi don wan go... fcuk u la.... aiya.. liars... next time i cfm wont go out wif u al liao... always say tings den don mean it 1... GO AWAY!!! anyway who cares? waste my time and told mi say wan go.. shit u al la... stop tellin mi that u al wan go here go thr liao... i wont go.. i go wif other ppl better. liars... hate liars... nvm... in the end i go hm den 1 person slack at hm... den is lyk sian lor... if i noe i wont push away my other tings le.... don care la... fcuk... nvm... i went to tekong play ball den the ppl today so lousy den i don even wanna play properly lor.. in the end also play cards.. i onli noe i today siao siao de.. so don piss mi off luh.. nvm... lookin forward to tmr... goin SENTOSA =))

TIRED!!

2008-05-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

wa.. today in class so happenin sia.. 3 grps alliance.. hahah... we chiong den in the end we all inderstand.. hahah... fun fun... nv had so much fun sia.. hahah... but den 1 ting is i kan bu qi some ppl use 6p de tree diagram but don understand and cant solve the explorin further... mayb misunderstand or wat but i jiu shi kan bu shuang... haiyo.. den after sch went for trainin.. nw juz bathe okay nia. wahhahaah... leg so tired... nw the trainin very fun.. coz i believe in few months time i cfm becm a gd player =) i wil chiong.. hahaha...

i'll wait for love to appear in front of mi again... =) i'll wait. i swear..

HOT!!!

2008-05-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

wa.. tis few days very hot seh... sian.. at nite slp also bu shuang.. hahah.. erm... today went to sch by cab!!! so ex la.. nid to save le.. no money le... haahha.. bo bian.. in poly so ex lor.. haha... coz in class the time is too long too.. hahah.. so!!! okay la... den after sch went to cwp wif ber ping lois.. haha. the rest all ps us.. no la.. they gt smth on.. haha.. den we went to eat dessert. KNS!!! walao.. i paid 2.50 for the dessert sia.. so little.. next time don go thr eat le... sian.. hahahahaha... erm den we chatted for an hour.. tokin abt alot of tings sia.. hahahah... den went hm to change den GO BASKETBALL le.. hahah.. at tekong park.. hahah.. today once i reach, we start to play five on five full court.. hahah.. was so fun.. in the first match i myself scored 19points out of 23 points.. haha.. chiong ar... hahah... our defence was lyk a war.. hahah.. den the second match i scored 14.. coz tired mah.. wahhahahaah. wat to do?? lol... bo bian.. lol... hahah..den the third and last match we were playin for fun, but we were up against China and Indo guys... haha... thrash them at the first match but at the second match, we were havin fun den when the point reached 15-12.. wa.. my team say play properly and they played without tinkin. as usual i du lan... hahaahha. so...i shouted at them.. den they played properly when i gave them orders. haha... leader seh!!!!!!!!!!! lol... erm.. den we finally won wif 23-14... hahah.. den nw i juz reached hm... hahah.... don wan to tink anythin le... anyway, tmr traininnnnnn..ahahahahahha... shld be fun.. i wan to spike!!! hahaha.. den tis SAT i'm goin to SENTOSA... wooooooooooohoooooooooooooo.. hahahahahaah.. fun sia.. wif tekong frens... erm... tonite better rain... haha... rain den cold mah.. wat to do? tragedies in the world are happenin!! so sad.. wahahah.. i'm gonna jia you le.. if nt very very jialet seh.. hahah.. i mean chiong for my studies liao.. wat to do? next time nid to succeed seh.. hahah.. so guys.. take care and good nite... =))) LOVE NEEDED!!!!

missin the days...

2008-05-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

today woke up early den mit ping to go sch. haha.. as usual.. everyday no link.. lol... den.. reach sch at 845... den had a borin day.. today slp in class. haha... too tired le... but wat to do? too many xin shi le.. haix.. in class, i hav to laugh in vexed emotion.. haix... den after class went cwp eh.. haha... wif ping jess pika evan and russel. den i was emo-ing. dunno y lei.. i juz walked around myself... den suddenly, i walk into action city.. saw the TOFU. so cute. haha. was abt to turn ard.. den i came back to reality and den i could nt see u le.. i dunno if u stil rmb.. but i can rmb lotsa tings. den i walk to power 9 to find the person tok.. den suddenly she ask mi abt u.. haix.. i dunno hw to say but i juz told her we break le.. but i stil hav to smile.. haix... it hurts too much le.. i noe wat i do also no use.. haha.. stress.. i'm too silly le. den i walk pass Swensen.. i stopped and peeked inside.. rmb tat we sat near the fridge durin chinese new year chu er.. we were eatin fondue.. oh.. i stil rmb it sucks.. haha... but my fren tapped my shoulder den i realised everythin had disappear. haix.. wat to do?? i stil look at the TOFU everyday.. haix.. hw am i suppose to forget u?? haix... i face every other day wif fear. haix.. i dunno wat to do.. haix.. i don wan to be juz frens... deep down in my heart i noe tat we're meant to be together.. mayb it's wat i tot ba.. haix... i dunno y but i juz cant forget u... every minute every second i tink of u... reali lei.. waitin for u is lyk waitin for the rain in a dought , is lyk waitin for sun in a flood, is lyk every minute equals to a year.. is so so so painful lor.. i dunno wat to do without u as i hav gt dependent on u.. haix... wat wil i do without u?? haix... stil rmb tat we quarrelled over small tings. i don enjoy it.. but after every quarrel i feel tat we've becm closer.. i stil cant forget the day tat we break due to trust.. haix.... it's lyk so vivid.. i can visualise. haix..i teared everynite.. i'm hurt by wat u said. haix.. mayb i don wan u also.. but deep down i nid u... there is difference between wan and nid.. when i wan means i don nid it.. but nw i nid it.. haix.. i'm nt stubborn!! i'm juz a silly guy who believes in LOVE!!! haix.. wil u be mine again?? haix....

LONEIN...

2008-05-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

haix... stil fine today... nth to blog anyway... but LOVE NEEDED here!!!! heloooooooo???

LONER!!!

2008-05-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

haas. today woke up at 1 den watch show den ard 4 plus went out for lunch.. met up wif hs they al den went tekong. we gamble. lol.. was so bored.. i won 1dollar plus. but we onli played ten cent.. power seh.. lol.... but stil little la.. den after tat went 888 and bought smth.. den went hm to use com... haas... tats wat a loner shld do i guess. haas.. everyday stay at hm den do nth. so lonely and borin... but wat to do? nth... haix... guess i'm nt the fun-lovin guy tat every1 likes anymore ba.. i'm juz a useless bum.. so sad.. but it's true.. i cant do anythin wel and wat i do shows the opposite of mi lor.. haix... haas. nvm ba... LONER 万岁!!!!

LOVE NEEDED!!!

headache...

2008-05-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

i nw havin a headache sia.. sian... dunno wat to do nw... haas... frens say mi stupid... blame mi for a joke... haix... den they say sry as it's a jk... haix... but i tink i kan kai le... haas... no point cryin over spilled milk... den ytd jack came to my hse... we drank volka... i was stress mah.. thanks jack... thanks bro... tats wat gd frens are for... tis world are full of fakers... sian.... erm... anyway... i noe wats best for mi... today drink again den jiu sua le ba... wahahhahahah.... LONER 万岁！！！

DUNNO...

2008-05-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

wa... today class sux lor.. sian.. my team did so much den ended up so tired den other ppl get a??? wtf?? so tis is wat happened... my team presented second on the problem.. den our powerpoint was lyk so so so gd la... faci also say that we answered today's problem statement.. den the fucker, shan't mention his name. always shoot my team.. den he tink he very clever la... he lyk fcuk lor... den the shit in his team, faci give us high level question den the gal go ans.. wtf??? our presentation lei.. so we shld ans... fcuk.. go ans.. normally she keep msn 1. anythin also nv do... den their team was lyk nt up to standard lor... fcuk... they lyk copy our slides la... wat they put on the mindmap also no link to their powerpoint. wtf???? nbccb... so angry luh... den my team cannot get a???? cb. den the guy tis few days super hao lian la.. make sure on the next lesson he kanna shoot til jialet jialet... obviously they copy la... they all team for 1 week den the last time they get de grades also not gd la... obviously.. damn it... den stil gt ppl side them... fcuk... den after that i went to see my PO den go tekong play ball le.. sian lor.. tink of today's class jiu make mi mad lor.. haix...

feelin so so so lonely lor.. noone to share my problems and my happiness wif... whr is my destined princess?? haix... i nid u.... niddin some1 to love and care for mi ba.. haix... SAD LIFE!!!

After Trainin...

2008-05-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

haha.... today i wake up early wor... thanks for the mornin call eh... if nt i sure cant attend UT de... wahahahah... erm... den today had a new faci AGAIN... whaahahaahh... but she is gd... i muz admit... lol... erm...den today after class did the same ting... go smk... hahha... den wait for trainin to start... for the first half, i felt as though i wanna go off liao... but slowly, i stayed...ahahaha... den becm so fun.. but so tired... hahahaha.... erm... and it's lyk i walk hm nid abt half an hour lor... hahahha... tired til wan die le... hahahah...

erm... i felt as though the sky is fallin tis mornin... went to sch wif a heavy feet... i felt lyk stoppin in the middle of the road den 'bang'.... finished.. but i juz cant... i noe i nid to move on... u started to avoid mi... haix... i can feel tat... haix... life3 juz sux... i dunno wat i cld do anymore to stop myself for hopin for tat special day... haix... nvm... i give up... wat u said hurt mi... u din even trust mi for anythin... haix... i'm lousy... lousy enough to feel so useless doin everythin... haix... juz who can give mi the love i needed??? haix.... sad....

so COLD!!

2008-05-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

today i woke up at 835 den i chiong lor.. gettin ready in 10 mins time.. den i'm lyk crazy lor.. walao... den took cab... i reach at 9 sharp.. wa... heng ar... hahaha... den reached class, Charis nv cm sch because backbone pain.. so i offered myself to Bernice's team which has 3 person left.. den is lyk they hadicap mah.. den cannot don help... haha.. den today science... chiong worksheet.. hahaha.. fun eh.. form alliance wif Wilson team.. we 2 today lyk partners lor... shared everythin and solved problems together.. it's fun... wheeeee... hahahhahha. but den in class, someone said that don friendly fire but, in the end friendly fire.. wtf??? so pek chek lor... den after that, shoot his team den faci lyk baised lor... she lyk gt pia jian towards mi... lyk watever i do, she also stare.. wtf?? sian siao lor.... i tink i cfm tio downgrade de la.. she say say nia.. sian... i noe today i wake up late den don go sch le... sian lor... den kanna fire... shit la.... nvm...

den after sch went to eat long john wif ber, pika, yp, jess and russel. haha... den eat finished le went hm to change den go play bb le.. today so stress... play bb lyk i 1 person play.. fuck lor.. i team wif the 1 noob, shooter and a pai ka = jack. wahahah.. the other team, 2 person take rebound.. den i eat shit liao lor... but manage to win 1 match.. den sweat lyk crazy sia.. hahah.. fun..

BUT BUT.. juz cant let mi forget u.. haix... so difficult lor.... somemore heart so pain.. the feelin is thr yet i feel so useless.. sian la... erm... SO ANYBODY? PLEASE HELP MI... walao... heart so pain sia... hw can i take away u frm my memories?? haix... DEN IS LYK I SCARED BEIN IGNORED AND I KANNA LIAO.... I FEEL SO LONELY WITHOUT U!!!

LOVE NEEDED!!!!

???

2008-05-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

haix... today i missed my UT.... sian lor.. it starts at 9 but i woke up at 9.. whahahaah... siao liao lor... no UT.. hahahh... nvm... try my best for the next... lol... i dunno wat else shld i do le... so confused.. dunno wat direction shld i take.. i miss u!!! haix.. but wat to do?? nvm la... it's alrite de... today ber say mi don tink so much den ask mi go find a gal i reali lyk luh... haha.... she seemed to noe everythin.. but guys, don tink too much.. she is taken.. hahahh.. and happily attached... erm.. sian la.. who wld wan mi sia... nobody la... nid someone rite nw to comfort mi seh... but nobody... no1 is on9... sian... but den nobody wil noe my secrets too... haix... nvm ba... if anybody tink tat she can give mi comfort(i mean lyk bein a gf tat kind), pls tel mi.. the probability is high.. but u muz give mi a sense of gf but don guai guai hor... i mean werid... i dunno my feelings rite nw... i wan but also don wan.. haix..

GUESS THOSE DAY THAT WE HAD FUN HAS CHANGED!!!!

haha... haix...

2008-05-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

mixed of emotion.. sian.. haix... but it's gd to hear tat u're fine and has been happy for all this while... reali happy to hear tat... but i actuali wan the opposite.. hw?... tell mi hw? haix.. stress... but wat else can i do?? haix... erm... i nid an answer for myself... haix.. i nid some1 nw by myside to give mi support and love.. who wld do tat? u understand my pain.. so why cant we be together? haix... NEEDING YOU IN MY LIFE!!!

Ups & Downs

2008-05-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

today felt so tired when i had to bear wif the smell of death and also findin some gd resources.. but it's fun.. lol... tmr ut i cfm die 1... no chance of survivin.. wahahah.. but i'll try.. den went to cwp pei ber buy waffles.. which is 7 ppl pei? -.-" whahahaha. but some of them nt steady de.. i mean class.. nv wear formal.. kns... wahhaah.. nvm... they lao ba sha.. wahahah..

actuali i dunno wat else i cld do.. try ways and methods. but onli memories remain.. i guess tats al for us.... y am i feelin so sad when i can feel good? haix.. thr isn't a chance anymore.. i give up... it's hurtin but i nid to do it.. haix.. sad... kip tinkin day and nite.. but no methods of solvin.. i'm too dumb.. haix.. mayb i shld move on.. which i'll brin the memories wif mi,, haix... nidin love someday when i can get it without feelin down.. reali nid some1 to heal it... haix....

siao

2008-05-11T21:56:00.002+08:00

wahhaahahah.. tis mornin slept at 4 den wake up at 10plus... den was tinkin abt hw ao lin is doin in japan?? ahhaa. guess it's alrite. den i went out to mit jack to pass him the thumb drive. den i stop at 888 to buy drink den the funny ting happened.. i saw ao lin. but she and her mum or step mum havin a dispute sia.. den i was pulled in to the arguement.. the woman lyk crazy lor.. siao.. pull my hand... siao cha bo... den i tok to her nicely den she kept pushin mi.. den i screamed at her -.-" siao 1... den i called police becoz ao lin wan mi cal... i'm very worried for her eh.. haix... i told her to cal mi once everythin is okay.. haix... but den after tat i went out.. watched speed racer... overall was a nice show.. but i slept at the middle part of the movie.. wahahahahahha. but nvm.. den is lyk i went hm early to plan for my mum de mother's day lor.. hahaha. i and my bro went to 888 to buy sting ray and kang kong... wahahahahahaha... was so hungry... den the fuckin ting is tat we waited for 55 mins... fuck... but den it was delicious la... wahahahah. but nt full yet... stil starvin -.-" sian la.. tis few days lyk so suay.. lols....

but i gt a msg for U!!!! erm.. i noe ur feelings and ur intention... but i juz cant do it... for mi, the opposite way mayb wld make u feel better... sry.. i'm juz nt the 1.. haix... sry. i dunno if u gt read my blog nt but i noe it somehw tat u'll read de.. haix...

so to al the mothers in tis world.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY =)))))))

hahax.

2008-05-10T23:47:00.001+08:00

erm.... so sad.. today 12 den wake up. super late sia. wahahahha.. den nw jack at my hse.. lol... erm... mayb ton... erm...today went to MCYS for the programme wif mum and dad. wahahaha.. so lame lor.. in the car comin back.. my dad nag lyk crazy... sian sia.. haha.. siao de la... lol. den went to play bb at tekong.. so tired lor... lol... goin bonkers le.. lol... but i wan to enjoy life nw. if nt next time cannot liao.. wahahahaha...

tired seh...

2008-05-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

whaahahahhah.. so tired eh.. juz woke up frm my sound slp.. hahaha. i was slpin lyk for 3hrs plus plus lor.. wahahha. well... ytd slept at 3 lyk tat.. waaaaaaa. is tired de lor.. plus the 4hrs of trainin ytd. haha. cfm tired....... -.-" haha. den went to sch while draggin my feet. called yp but nv listen den walk myself le. wahahhaahah. den i saw him at the traffic light lor. wahahaha. lol.. super dots lor. lol. erm.. den durin our first break den we bought cafe gailee coffee. whaahahha. erm.. den second meetin i was lyk slpin in class lor. haha. too tired le. den today, faci said my grp deserve a instant a? hahhah.. everybody said yes.. but thr was 1 person who was pissed off sia.. and sometimes the limit is thr.. i don wanna say.. if ur presentation doesnt hav any mistake and u explain it clearly. i tink nobody wil ask question, -.- haha. nvm.. den after class i ber charis jess yp and evan went to cwp to hav so called a dinner. lol.. which i'm feelin the hunger nw. wahahahah. nvm.. mummy comin back wif dinner le. wahahah. den i left cwp at ard 610pm. was tired den reached hm le jiu slept. wahhahahaha. oh ya.. is do rj til slp lor. whahaahha... aiya.. somethin is botherin mi and it is very very troublesome. i nid to tink it over and over. haix... difficult yea? which was y i slept late ytd. haix.... nvm... muz smile no matter wat. hahah. =)

sianZZ

2008-05-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

today in class we went thru culture which i tink we did well but i personally don feel so. cause we can do even better. den after class i went to trainin at 6 den end at 10. wtf? somemore for half an hour i din play.. y? becoz i'm bein left out. sian. haix.. they hav their own cliques to play but at the trainin who reali sees tat i gave my all.. i went all out and injured some parts of myself.. but who reali notice? haix.. nvm ba.. guess i invested too much hope into it.. guess i wont play the under 19 le. which i wanted to play. haas. silly mi.. forget it ba. haix.. erm. den thr's more tings botherin mi as well. sianz. my whole body feels so heavy. indeed. den somemore muz act out a smile for every1 to let them noe i'm okay. haha. guess tat's juz mi to kip everythin down right at the bottom of my heart. sian. hahahahhah. so silly of mi... haix. 1 step at a time ba.... haas. but i stil nid to tell myself. JIA YOU JUNHONG!!! DON GIVE UP TIS WAY WHICH U CAN SUCCEED!!!!! =X

Back!!

2008-05-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

today was an alrite day for mi... den somemore we juz change team for basic science. lol.. sian la.. lyk nth to do de nor... but hope for the best la.. hahahhahaha. erm.. i tink i nid to jia you liao.. if nt i'll lose out to ppl.. and.......... 1 ting is.. i'm so confused right nw.. i dunno wat to do sia... haix.. i cant say i'm gd eh.. haix.. i hav flaws too!! i'm a human.. haix.. can any1 tel mi wat to do? haix.. guess nobody wil noe ba.. haix.... flaws??????? haix... i'll juz kip it inside mi. nt lettin any1 noe. haix.. wat shld i do? i reali nid to consider well... i dunno if i'm able to get the right choice cause thr is no right and wrong.. haix...

well... and so today i din play bb.. was rainin.. tmr jiu shi trainin le... muz jia you to get into sch team.. jia you junhong!!!!!!!!!

Hey Guys =)

2008-05-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

juz finished playin basketbal at tekong and came hm. and!!! i finished my rj =) so easy. hahah. i'm so tired but today is a fun day. Jackson gave mi a stick of cig and the filter is of heart shape!!! wat the heck?? so power de lor.. i hav time i cfm upload de.. hahah.. see ya!!

First Post OF MY BLOG

2008-05-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

wahahahahhah.. finally can start bloggin le.. lol. went through lots of trouble to start up a blog. i did it in class. well... it was during break time.. hahaha. juz finished sch and reached hm.. so tired but yet so fun.. i love my classmates. when i'm in sch i tend to forget everythin.. and for today, i was so so so so suprised that i score an 'a' for computerin. vb... wahahah. was up against so many pros. example Tan and Pika.. they were like so pro lor........ =X but i so tyco. went for a smokin break den i break al of the codes. wahahahahha. =P so fun... and today so happy. because my fren JACKSON!!!! MY BROTHER!!!! came back frm Taiwan!!!hope that he had bought a present for mi =P wahahahahah. i'm so gonna mit him lor. is lyk few years nv see him le!!! hahaha. erm.. so happy right nw but lonely too. hahaha. but i guess i'm nt alone yea? hahah. see u ltr =X